I'm crazy. I bought so many of those freakin neopet McDonald toys. 2 bucks each. I'm going bankrupt. But I must have them allllll.

On a sadder note. Happy died. Sunny's brother. He wasn't even 4 years old yet. Kidney problems or something. He couldn't pee. They euthunized him this morning. It's so sad.

Ugh. We lost. And what's worse is the Calgary managed to win the second round. Pah. At least Morrison is in Team Canada. WHICH WON THE WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP! Wee! Go Canada! If I ever have kids they'll either play hockey or soccer. Or both.

School ended. And it's starting again on Tuesday. Sucks. Sucks lemons.

HOCKEY FEVER! WE SCORED! WE SCORED! What a game tonight! Three overtimes. Those poor players. They must have been exhausted. But Canucks won 5-4 against Calgary! Woo! GO CANUCKS!

Heeheehee. I volunteered for 50/50 again. Winnie and I got demoted! We were at the Seimen's Club before but today we were put up on the balcony floor...where the cheap people are. Sigh. I have never done so much yelling in my life. My throat is sore. But I did have fun. Didn't make as much money though. But I got to watch the third period! Eee! It was so exciting! The guard that was standing there was so nice. He let us watch standing in the doorway. We inched closer and closer and still he didn't say anything. He knew we were volunteers though. Arg! Volunteer's get 50% off on food! But we have to have our uniforms still on and I didn't have enough money to buy anything. Sigh. But anyways! It was such an incredible game! Canucks won 6-1 against Colorodo Avalanche! And we got to sit at the very end of the game. These people left early and gave us their seats. And we saw Canucks score so many times! Eeee! Watching them on TV is nothing compared to watching them live! I want to volunteer again so I can watch the game again! Heehee! So happy.

50/50 tickets! $20,000 jackpot tonight! Woah what a rush! I was volunteering for 50/50 tonight at GM place selling raffle tickets for the Canucks for Kids Fund. 1 ticket for $2, 3 for $5, or 7 for $10. At first I was stuttering and shy but I eventually got into the mood and was just out there. Before the game I sold about $345 worth of tickets and during the 1st intermission I brought in $245. Wee! That's more than $600! I sold the most out of the friends I went with. Maybe I'm a natural! Heehee.

I should be doing my english essay right now. Not that it matters, it's crap anyways. Why do I always leave things to the last minute?! It's almost 12 and I haven't finished yet. Spent the whole night thinking...and surfing in between. Shit. It's 30% of my mark! And undoubtedly I'll get a C-. I'm hoping for at least a C+. Bah. I'm never going into med school. Not like this. Sigh. Better get back to the essay... One more page.

Poo. Behind in my studies as always. I managed to start volunteering at the SPCA. Such adorable dogs there. There were 7 puppies there on Sunday. So cute! They are rottweiler and husky cross I think. I wish I can take one home with me. But that'll never happen.

I had a dream that Ma was sort of a cannibal and had eaten our two younger brothers. Mei and I were afraid so we hid in the washroom. I said not to talk about cannibalism so loudly cuz that's the reason why she ate them. So we stayed in the washroom and made muffins. I screwed mine up. Sad. I can't cook even in my dreams.

A lot has happened since I last since updated. I'll try to go in chronological order.

First I went to an Aquarium Sleepover with Karen on the 13th. I was kind of disappointed. It didn't have as much omph as what I've heard about last year. We basically had a slide show...which was interesting...but boring after a while. I started figiting near the end. Then a game, which was basically the highlight of the entire evening. We were blindfolded with one hand tied to our back and we had to work together to create a bowl out of cardboard that can hold water with Derek guiding us with his eyes. Of course it was an entire failure. Then we had to make plankton that was not as fun as box making. We ended the evening in the beluga viewing area where we spent the rest of the night. They showed Pirates but by then it was already 2 a.m. and I still had to study for the Bio midterm on Monday so I went to bed/sleepingbag after I watched my fav part: the entrance of Jack Sparrow. Eeee! Sigh. Early in the morning we woke up to the sight of the male beluga's huge penis, oops i mean paenis, hanging out in plain view. Apparently he was trying to get some with one of the girls but she wasn't having any of it. Heehee. Spent the rest of the morning just talking. Yawn. Boring. At least I got this Brother Bear growth chart...as a joke about my height. Heheh.

Skip the midterm week. Nothing to say but that I did poorly on all of them except for Physics. Yay physics is phun.

But during the wed of midterm week my grandpa was taken to the hospital. He was very weak and almost lost the will to live and he had to go through dialysis right away. Turns out he wasn't getting enough protein and his kidneys were failing. So I spent my springbreak with him at St. Paul's Hospital. I was really worried. I thought he was going to die. He has recovered now. Thank God! But he's not living at Knight anymore. He's living at my aunt's place. I wish that my dad could be more understanding and let him live here. Ma talked to him but they went into an argument and he said that when he's old he doesn't need our help and taking care of. Yeah right. Sometimes I resent him so much. I wonder what happened to his own grandparents.

I AM: a potato
I WANT: a potato
I HAVE: hair
I WISH: to be done my hw
I HATE: hw
I FEAR: moths
I HEAR: voices
I SEARCH: for candy
I WONDER: when will life end
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: animals
I ACHE: with stupidity
I ALWAYS: sleep
I AM NOT: dead
I DANCE: on wednesdays
I SING: like a hyena
I CRY: with tears
I AM NOT ALWAYS: myself
I WRITE: nonsense
I WIN: by default
I LOSE: on purpose
I CONFUSE: everyone but especially myself
I NEED: what I lack
I SHOULD:do my homework

My parents came home on Saturday. It's Ooookay. We didn't burn the house down. I just burnt some rice in the microwave...thank goodness they can't smell it anymore. hehheh... Weee-ell, my mom bought home lots of junk food...and she managed to smuggle in some shweet tiny mandarin oranges...dispite the fact the dog at the airport was on to her. heheh. She managed to convince the security guard that it was the squid that the dog smelled...this proves something about airport security doesn't it? They are so into catching terrorists that they don't really care about smuggling of fruit anymore...hehehe...start the marijiana smuggling operation! hehhehe...I hope I don't get arrested for saying that. sorry. I'll shut up with the marijiana stuff now...Damn City of Glass by Doug Coupland that you must read...that is where it all started the marijianna grow-ops and stuff.
My mum also bought a mp3 player home! It's ok I guess but it has this particular buzzing noise in the background that is present even when I turn the volume off. Huh. funny. Piece of junk. Karen is supposedly using it now. I'm content with my CD player though Karen wants one too since she is the one with all the CDs 0_0'.

School sucks as always. For my bio 140 project I got to do Armadillidium vulgare aka pillbugs. yay. that was a sarcastic yay if you didn't already know. I get to do pillbugs again. They don't have many books on pillbugs. Damn it. I wanted the snail or cricket not some bug that I've done in grade 10! pf. Anyhoo, I can't do anything about it. Gotta stick to my project topic whether I like it or not.

Brrr it's freakin cold. The house it an icebox! I heard it's gonna snow some more tomorrow. Blast it!

Today was the first day back to school. I'm taking physics now instead of anthropology. I hope I have a good teacher like Iqbal. It's five courses on MWF. What a load! Just my English books cost $97 and that's excluding two. English is such a costly language. I started reading The Glass City and I have to say it's pretty interesting. It's all about the author's take on Vancouver and he writes in short blurbs so I don't get really bored. Heh. Maybe I'll read some more before I go to bed.

It was also my grandpa's birthday today. He's either 86 or 87; my relatives couldn't agree on that point. We went to his place to eat. Nothing much. But as I said it was FREAKIN COLD. My toes froze. I can't feel them anymore. I think I need to amputate them or something. Sunny's water froze too and he jumped up the sink to drink water cuz he couldn't drink any of his. Darn cold weather. It's either unbearably hot or icy cold. But then it's always cold in my house. No matter what the weather.

Hello hello! I'm not dead...yet...not that anyone cares...anyhoo...Happy New Year! Blah blah blah. School is starting on Monday. Aaaand I haven't bought my books yet. Sheesh, talk about procrastinating! My new year's resolutions?

1. Do my homework ahead of time; that includes keeping up to date in all my courses.
2. Visit grandpa more often.
3. Bathe Sunny more often. (very much needed, he stinks!)
4. Exercise very day to lead a healthy active lifesyle. (Always on my list)
5. Quit Neopets and any other online games (currently it's Runescape, wanna play with me?)
6. Volunteer at a hospital.
7. Get at job.
8. Read more.
9. Improve on my artwork.
10. Don't play so long on the computer. (Oops! Already broke that one)

Oh I forgot:11. Sleep earlier.

My parents went to Hong Kong and lately I've been sleeping at 3 a.m.! Crazy! I can barely keep awake during the day!

Happy Boxing Day everyone! I bought Minority Report and AI and the Kill Bill soundtrack from Futureshop. My dad, Karen and I lined up at A & B at 5:50 am. Hehehehehe. We woke up at 5:15. My mom said we were crazy. Hehehehe. But at least I got what I wanted. Poo. We also went to Superstore and bought socks and toilet paper!!!! Eehehheheh the best deal yet!

Merry Christmas everyone! Tomorrow Boxing Day shopping! Weee! It seems this year is a bit disorganized compared to others. I spent last night making my Dad's gift: a scarf. I didn't sleep until 4 in the morning. Sigh. That was because I was watching Two Towers. (We finally got it at Superstore!) I'm so excited about tomorrow. We're going to wake up at 5 and line up at A & B with my dad. He goes every year but this is the first for me. So excited!

I went to see Return of the King and it was so good...except for the last bit. I thought it should have a liiiiittle shorter... Just a little. Great movie nonetheless. Now to get the Two Tower gift set...and everything else...sob. I'm so broke.

Karen got me the Pirates soundtrack for Christmas! It's a REALLY SHORT soundtrack. But it's very good listening.

Oh and happy birthday Michelle!

Weeeheeeheeeheee! I got Pirates of the Caribbean!!!!! SOOOOOOO HHHAAAAPPPYYYY!!!!! ugh. too many exclamation marks. but what the hell...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There's cause to celebrate! Yo-ho! Yo-ho! A pirate's life for me! I got to get the soundtrack. I LOVE the theme.

Today I made progress in my search for a job. I gave away ONE resume!!!! (I know, it's sad.) At least I had the courage to approach the man. Pf. Looks like I'll be job-less again this month. I'll just volunteer somewhere.

Hey it's Annie's birthday! Happy Birthday Annie! I finished colourizing christmas present pic for my mum a few days back. It took me so long. But now I have the problem of printing it out. The file won't fit on a floppy. And if I try to print it online at either Futureshop or London Drugs I need a credit card. Eh so complicated.

Well I did go to the SPCA but there was this mean man there and he was horizontally well endowed. I hate him. Arg. He never once smiled. AND he was wearing a santa hat! He said I need to be with a parent to be in the small animal area. HELLO! I'm eighteen! How old do I have to be until I can go by myself? 20? What a stupid man.

Weeeee! Yo-ho! Yo-ho! A pirate's life for meeeee! I'm done all my finals! I just had physics this morning. I'm so excruciatingly happy. Bleep bleep bloop bloop. I spent the rest of the day at the mall just walking around window shopping. I got to get a job. Tomorrow I'm going to the SPCA. Wheeee!